Thursday, February 02, 2006
memory and action
	I spent today in a van collecting set pieces and gear for a show called "The Arab-Israeli Cookbook" -- we've just begun rehearsal, and I'm designing lights and production manageing.  I also spent the day not thinking about what I had to do this evening: open a Rhubarb! show in which I have to actually perform.  I'm not a performer.  I'm not performing when I'm skipping, speaking, or getting hit in the head with a beachball in front of a paying audience.
I think this week will feel like a strong study in contrasts.  The Rhubarb (that's a theatre festival of new and often experimental work) show is called "Do you have any idea how fast you were going?" and is mostly a laugh.  We try out a few neat ideas, but mostly have fun.  The Arab-Israeli Cookbook, on the other hand, is taken from actual interviews of people living, cooking, and eating in Israel / Palestine.  I am not going to comment on any of that right now, there's too much and nothing at all to say, and I can't think what I could write about it here that would actually matter. 
Anyway, I'm not an onstage virgin anymore.  People spoke to me after "Any Idea", and said encouraging things.  I got to skip real fast, and play with lights on the very computer which sits under my fingers right now.  I don't really understand what happened this past month that led to my actually being onstage; but there are gratifications in life that just roll into you, sometimes.


